My life changed dramatically and forever when I lost TJ.

I welcome you to follow along as I adjust to my "new normal".

It is not all puppies and ice cream but it is my life....real and honest.

Monday, September 28, 2009

TJ Has Been Admitted To The Hospital

Now before anyone gets hysterical I am to the point that I think this is a good thing. His pain has been so unbearable he needed to be where they can manage his pain. When I left him tonight he was in fairly good spirits and his pain was greatly reduced. He was even smiling and joking with the nurses. He has been so miserable since Saturday that it was nice to see a smile on his face again instead of a grimace.

The plan is to do an MRI tomorrow and find out what the heck is causing all this pain. Hopefully it is something other than the spread of cancer. Everyone please pray and keep your fingers and toes crossed that the cancer has not spread to his spine. I will update when I know something.

By the way, as of now I am doing fine. I have not been sleeping well with him being in such bad pain the last few nights so I plan to hit the hay early and get a good night sleep. When I left the hospital TJ asked me if I was going to be OK at home without him; I told him I will miss him bunches but I will be fine.

Battle On TJ, Battle On


  1. Prayers for both of you! And I'm praying that this hospital stay will reveal the source of the pain and that there will be a simple solution. Hang in there strong.

  2. I praying for the best results for TJ and Sandy do take care of yourself.

  3. Thinking of you. Hang in there and try to stay strong xx

  4. I agree, Sandy. Hospital probably is the best place to work out the source of TJ's pain. Stay strong, girl. My thoughts are with you!

  5. I pray that the cancer hasn't spread and I hope you were able to get a good night's sleep.

    Stay positive. I'm rooting for the best possible outcome.

  6. He certainly has my prayers and best wishes, as do you.

  7. My prayers will be with both of you. Brighter days are ahead.


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